Quote Originally Posted by Gagi View Post
My periods of depression usually depend on seasons. I'm most depressed at winter, and this winter I held back really cool, but it has started a week ago. Damn it! It is not a depression that I want to kill myself, it's often only that I just want to be more alone and am more and more irritated by most of the people, I start looking more negatively to things... And I laugh a lot during those weeks, I enjoy everything that I did, hang out with same people, my life is the same it has been before, it is just that I'm not feeling happy at all, crave for a change, feel down all the time and that's it. But as soon as the spring comes, not to speak of summer, everything will be better, I know it.
Welcome to: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Season...ctive_disorder

I consider myself to have it and I consider it normal to have, but that term 'disorder' comes out in force lol. The medical industry loves diagnosing and prescribing medication after all for 'disorders', not for 'cash'.