I've been struggling with my studies. The honeymoon period ("oh, most of the exams are easy, and everything's new and interesting") has been over for some time now. I've come to realize not everything is easy, and if you don't enjoy it - it just gets tougher. I was never into programming, I never even knew what it actually is and how it's done, I just wanted to study that because when you finish it, you've got a job and a good starting salary.

Both myself and my roommate are having similar thoughts, and it's not rare that we talk about what would we do if there was no money involved. Is this because we both didn't pass our exams well, would we feel better if everything was going smooth as silk? I don't know. But this is definitely not something that interests me.

I don't want to be a quitter when something gets tough, but I also don't want to be miserable for the rest of my life. Next week I'll try to figure out what's best for me and what should I do.