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When I go out, drink a lot and come home on midnight (or somewhere around that time) because I couldn't stand on my legs anymore or I was completely wasted, I regret that. Such a waste of time and money. Will need to restrain myself from over-drinking. But how to just stop when you're already half-drunk? Yet an unanswered question in my life.

OR you drink beer. But then you get all bloated, which is one of the reasons why I stopped drinking it in larger quantities (the second one being that I needed a lot of it to get me drunk - which is expensive and you need to drink it constantly). On the other side, I love beer.
Congrats!

I HATE people who get into a relationship and gradually stop being friends with you or just become distant, even if you were really close before. Respect to the exceptions. I lost one of my closest friends because of that some time ago. And now it's happening again. Had a female friend who was the only one to know things about me others didn't (and vice versa), she entered a relationship, and for a few months it's like we rarely communicate, our texts are usually boring (I always try to spark it up and make it fun, but it's so god damn hard sometimes as she got really serious) and we rarely see each other, not to mention going out and getting drunk. From really personal stuff, our convos got to a point where all we say is about college etc, something I speak about with relatives. The fact is, they fall in love, and the only person that exists for them is the BF/GF. And that is just wrong! Doing this is going to gain you 0 respect from me and lose the chance of us becoming friends again. Going to confront her soon about it and then we'll see, but I already know it's the end. It's hard to see what happens to what I'd consider a true friendship (and I'm really strict with the word 'friend'). GOD I'm so frustrated right now!
Of course, there are different sides to the story, they are being happy and having someone to bang regularly while I'm here alone in the dark, but that has not anything to do with what I wrote above. I'm happy for them, but if being left out is the cost of that - to hell with it!
More like a late-hour confession, but I had to get this off my mind. God, sometimes I feel I post stuff that are way too personal here.

yeah haha...truth is, i finished school (my bachelor's degree) way back in 2004...but i finished school with 139 credits...myass state of new jersey, however requires people to have 150 credits to be licensed as a CPA (certified public accountant)...so i had to go back to school to get the 11 credits i needed...now i can officially call myself a CPA...
i'm applying for the license right now...SO EXCITED \0/
Halon (02-11-2015)

Man I need to get back to making proper music again.

Trying out LinkedIn's Sales Navigator...seems to be a cool tool so far!!

"Here's the thing, kid: We don't get to choose how we start in this life.
Real 'greatness' is what you do with the hand you're dealt."
— Victor Sullivan
badass (02-12-2015)

Amazed by the warmness in Envio's tracks... Perfect for chilling out, enjoying the day, or even studying. Oh shit, I need to study!

So pumped up for tomorrow even if I had the flu in the last few days. Aly & Fila playing a three hour exclusive set in Budapest (the only central European stop for the album tour!) and Adam Szabo opens for Fadi. Btw, he said he'll have three world premiers and on of them will be his new collab with Willem de Roo which track is gonna be on the new ASOT compilation.Gonna be a blast for surr!

all time favorites;
/arisen.
/tuvan (andy blueman remix).
up next;
Grotesque Indoor Festival, Utrecht NL / 16-04-2016
Above & Beyond Acoustic, Utrecht NL / 03-05-2016
Armin Only Embrace, Amsterdam NL / 07-05-2016
Luminosity Beach Festival, Zandvoort, NL / 24/25/26-06-2016
badass (02-12-2015)

it is asystem that i agree with...but i'm not mad at all, exactly the opposite now that i think about it again...it worked out quite well for me...that one last paper i had to write, it made me think a lot...i haven't spent much time on any project as much as i did on that and i think it made me into a stronger person...
it gave me a new perspective on business and how to manage sales...so for that i'm thankful and can view it in a positive light now![]()
Phael (02-12-2015)

Really excited for Rodhad tomorrow. Hope he let's loose and plays some really pumping stuff.