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Hey guys,

I have decided to walk away from music because I want to focus on improving my mental health. I found that music, porn and social media turned me into an internet addict and because what I have gone through it made me lose myself to take care of myself physically and mentally. Plus, I have severe social anxiety because of the intense dopamine I was given by my boss who took my stats.

I have deleted facebook, soundcloud and whatsapp too.

Take care everyone.
 

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Hey guys,

I have decided to walk away from music because I want to focus on improving my mental health. I found that music, porn and social media turned me into an internet addict and because what I have gone through it made me lose myself to take care of myself physically and mentally. Plus, I have severe social anxiety because of the intense dopamine I was given by my boss who took my stats.

I have deleted facebook, soundcloud and whatsapp too.

Take care everyone.
The Journey of a Thousand Miles begins with One Step.

As someone who is currently recovering from depression I recommend lots and lots of nature. (i don't know if you have an ocean nearby, but surfing for me was of great help)

Take care, and all the best.
 

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The Journey of a Thousand Miles begins with One Step.

As someone who is currently recovering from depression I recommend lots and lots of nature. (i don't know if you have an ocean nearby, but surfing for me was of great help)

Take care, and all the best.
I do not have luxury of having a beach near my place only parks. I tried to learn to swim but i was not very good at it. I am spending my time meditating. I also found out that it made me an insecure about myself and I lost the ability to stand up for myself too like I used to in the past on Anjuna forum against assholes on that forum like Arksun and Jer.
 

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I do not have luxury of having a beach near my place only parks. I tried to learn to swim but i was not very good at it. I am spending my time meditating. I also found out that it made me an insecure about myself and I lost the ability to stand up for myself too like I used to in the past on Anjuna forum against assholes on that forum like Arksun and Jer.
ah ok, well. bad advice then :p but I would still recommend the nature thing though. Hiking, climbing or just driving out to the desert or a forest for a walk or meditation session is incredibly healing.
 
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I think so. Can't find the option in my settings, only in our admin control panel.
 

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Hope you feel better man. Always welcome here though to share good tunes whenever you feel like it. Got a lot of Techno/Trance stuff from you throughout the years. Ness - Hive Structures / Citiescapes still huge one for me
 
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Surt - Addition was the biggest one for me. Still love it. Will do so on Monday, leave you enough time to say goodbye and see if I can disable it instead of deleting it.
 
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Thanks. Sadly, the toxicity I absorbed from the workplace I brought that home to my loved ones. I am still fighting severe psychotic and ocd episodes. My brother has severe mental health issues. The irony is that Department I worked for had this thing called We care but no one really cares its just smokes and mirrors. Its just people with a lot of emotional baggage who put themselves through a lot of pain and sacrifice and everyone's lives are being determined from the beginning.

People had destroyed their hearing because of the sad stories they had to hear. Sadly, the relationship with my brother is no longer the same. People got a free ride and they still complain.
 

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Surt - Addition was the biggest one for me. Still love it. Will do so on Monday, leave you enough time to say goodbye and see if I can disable it instead of deleting it.
I dont think I posted that track. I think it might have someone else. Music does not feel the same to me.

This is response I got from the human rights commission.

Under section 46PH(1B)(b) of the Australian Human Rights Commission Act 1986
(Cth) (AHRCA) the President must terminate a complaint if satisfied that there is
no reasonable prospect of the matter being settled by conciliation.

I note that the Commission held a conciliation conference on 27 May 2020. I
understand that the complaint could not be resolved, because the parties could
not agree on how to resolve the complaint.
I have therefore decided to terminate the complaint under section 46PH(1B)(b) of
the AHRCA as I am satisfied that there is no reasonable prospect of the matter
being settled by conciliation.

I have had visits from the crisis assessment team too and I have had severe psychotic and paranoid episodes and yet those fuckers are still working. I am being perceived as weak loser when they dont know the shit I have gone through.
 
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@Progrez not sure if you're still here, but you were the first person to be kind to me in Tranceaddict back in 2012, introduced me to Airwave, and I just kinda followed you over to trancefix.
It sucks to hear that you're leaving, but you do what is best for you. I hope your workplace situation gets sorted out and you get a much better job later on.
 

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@Progrez not sure if you're still here, but you were the first person to be kind to me in Tranceaddict back in 2012, introduced me to Airwave, and I just kinda followed you over to trancefix.
It sucks to hear that you're leaving, but you do what is best for you. I hope your workplace situation gets sorted out and you get a much better job later on.
Yeah no worries glad I could influenxe some people. I already have another but its more of the same thing a lot micromanaging and if you are not white you are treated like a slave and some get treated like royalty. I am fighting against the government when it comes to my workplace situation.
 
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