- Jul 17, 2020
It wasn't meant to be an April Fool Joke but i wanted to celebrate that it reached 1 billion views.I will have to check my calendar first, so don't take my word for it yet, but I think it is not April 1st.
We can't allow silliness if it's not April 1st. Things were getting a little too chummy around here.
heh, the first few words instantly reminded me of thisJust one of those days when nothing goes well and it makes it seem like you can only rely on yourself to make it through, like no one/nothing is helping, and every little negative thing is making it much worse than it should be (or really is). So instead of relying on positive things/thoughts to get through it, you feel like you have a mountain of negativity to get over, and it's overbearing. And to fix everything, you only have hate and despise as your motivation, and it's very hard using that as a fuel.
It will pass tomorrow or the day after, but there have been a couple of those days already in the past month. Maybe I need it in a way, maybe I deserve it, maybe it's of my own doing. Maybe I'll get out of it better. But I still feel like disappearing somewhere for a while, taking a vacation somewhere remote, like an escape from everything and everyone - my own thoughts included - would be the best thing for me right now.
Don't take this as anything else but venting, thinking out loud. Can't be helped, it is what it is.
That's what I was thinking, don't these politicians have script writers and teleprompters so they don't forget the names of the people?I wonder if his telepromptercrew consists of millenial teenagers who, once every so often, just leaves out small bits and pieces on purposes just to troll the old senile coot.