Having such a special night with my Wife on our honeymoon. She’s just … i don’t know

( I’m speechless) . Im having a realisation that I am exactly where I ‘want’ and ‘need’ to be. A place I have dreamt of.
In Love, in a place happiness can exist for two people.
The things I’ve seen in her tonight.

. I can’t describe. The conversations we have had. How she has opened up and let herself out, parts of herself i knew were there but rarely saw, as she had to keep them trapped inside her due to certain responsibilities that unfortunately caused restrictions.
Were these restrictions worth it?
Youl be surprised to hear me say ‘potentially yes’ - but then there was no real choice in the matter. Good people do their best.
(Apologies as I should not say exactly what I’m talking about)
But…
Something in this universe, whatever laws & power that bring about circumstances, seems to be proving the correct space for happiness and freedom to exist for us two.
Atlast im grateful for that power, even tho all the pain I’ve endured in my life through not understanding it.
What we have now has no comparable value. And we both deserve it so much.